So, recently, my head exploded. Luckily for me I had several people around to clean up the mess and put me back together. Leaving several questions
1. what made me go boom?
2. what might make it happen again?
3. can they take it?
1. Me. I did. According to an astute physician, I have Borderline Personality Disorder. YAY... well, kinda. at least I know what has been going on with me for so very very long... why I can only handle so much.. I know that even if I'm not going to be fine, it's not really my fault, unless I completely stop trying.
a. if you are still unclear as to what Borderline Personality disorder is, google it. I'm not going to get into that here.... not tonight, but please, know this:
1. what ever you find out there is going to be based on what people are like with BPD, OR what happens to people who are around those w/bpd...
I'm not going to defend it, or rationalize others opinions of this disease, and I can't answer for anyone what it feels like from the inside, that's like asking someone who's color blind what green looks like to them
I am going to try and put together the best I can, what I'm doing to prevent another masacre.
So, enjoy... here we go
